Thursday, December 3, 2009

OUTPOURING OF MY HEART


Dear, Mom ..
When I was young I've dreamed about my future. I just want to be a good girl, smart and full of love. I knew, Mom. I was not a pretty and not to have to be a beauty. Because Alloh has created me with best. All I need is a sincere heart to accept all the shortcomings and strong points. Because the heart is the jewel of the most beautiful self.

Mom...
What I want most to do is to get close to you and Dad. I just want to share my life with you. All about my love's life, my hopes and dreams. What I need now is just a nerve. Courage to reveal the contens of my heart.

But untill now, I still do not always have the courage to do so. I was too afraid to deliver it. I wish I could like the other girls. So close and spoiled by their parents. Can joke like a friend, could become a friend that can accomodate all the story expression.

If only you knew, what I am currently in love with a man. I wish I could tell you, that I really want to reach my love life with my loves one.

Mom, please ..
Pray for me, so that I can become a grown woman like you. Full of love and affection. My dream is to become a good wife to my husband and a good mother for my children. And I will always pray. May you always be blessed with His love. Given the healing of all sickness and pain that you feel. And I wish I could to take care of you untill the end of your day. Because you also know how much I love you.

3 comments:

Irma Aryasathiani Sutia said...

Mom .. I love you!
Dad .. You're the best man and a good Daddy that I've ever had. I love you so much!

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